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Wednesday, 15 April 2009

  • Patience

    Ok, so i am trying to be as patient as can be. Really though, how can i be patient when my future is on the line!! OMGOOGLIMOOGALIII! I just can't hold off, i want to go forward...i am frikkin 20 and WHAT am i doing? nothing that is it, NOTHING tired of it really!

    argh, i  don't have a job, i don't study, i live with my parents and i just can't stand living in a grey country! ARGH help me! haha

    other than that, i am doing great, enjoying my free time with all these insane mmorpgs...fun fun in the Non sun sun!
    i have found out a lot about my personality and who i am and what i really want to do, and then at the same time relaxed and had time to just create...which makes me happy...MOST DAYS. I have increased my knowledge in the most insane areas of randomosity, which is nice...i am working being a film buff and studying scripts to well memorize for fun use. I may start a new hobby...DIABLO spinning! yay! I have also become my screenplay for a book i read, it is beautiful!

    soo, i know this is going out to the void...no one reads this anymore...really! Sweden let me go, i want to pursue my dreams and LIVE!

    peace

Saturday, 06 December 2008

  • Currently
    Mamma Mia! The Movie (Two Disc Special Edition)
    By Meryl Streep, Colin Firth, Pierce Brosnan, Stellan Skarsgard, Amanda Seyfried
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    Dad turns 46 today

    Today...my dad turned 46. This might be the last time i celebrate it with him for a while. Hopefully.

    This got me to thinking about MOVING OUT. am i ready...nah, not enough money. then i thought about how i won't have enough money if i have to continue to pay so much rent to my 'rents. it stink...taking yes, one third of my pay check...it sucks! it is going to take me forever to save up...THEY WANT ME OUT, so why won't they let me keep the money to do so.

    meh, mostly because they need the help, and i am more than willing to give it up!

    tomorrow, i am officially taking a break from singing at church, it feels nice...most of the time my sundays fly away from beneath my feet.  but since my dad's birthday was today, i had to make a cake and dinner...plus much more, so i am quite tired.

     

    anyways, i am about to watch a movie and LOVE it, so please don't let me bother you with anymore of my words!

    love comes to those who are looking for it, but be careful of what you allow to love you...it can hurt you or kill you in the end!

     

  • HI!!!

    welcome HEDI!

Friday, 05 December 2008

  • work work work!

    very fun,  but how long will it last? i really have no clue!

    right now, it looks good for me, missed 1 day...due to nasty throat, co-worker....hmm MUCH MORE than that!
    i am just thankful that i have a job at the moment and doing my best. Although, very tired indeed of constant messseeessssss everywhere...kids, who knew they could be so, well, messy!?

    Other than that, I am officially the supervisor of the FIRST ever yearbook at the school. Do you know how hard it is to find a publisher that isn't OVER THE HILL EXPENSIVE? very hard...at least in sweden. I mean come on, they have school catalogues, but that just showcases by class who exists in the school! stinky...a real yearbook does that...BUT TIMES 5 MILLION! the ins and outs of the school year.

    we have so far, 3 editors...how, well they started it, i just supervise them to get it done and on schedule

    MAN, why can't things like this be easy...nah, then it wouldn't be fun would it. I will just have to pray my way forward and get to the other side in one piece! haha! that will be exciting!

    well, what time is it now, oooh time to cut my dad's cake and assemble it for his b-day!

    life is beautiful...when you put the right glasses on!

Tuesday, 25 November 2008

  • Currently
    Everyone Overcome
    By Desperation Band
    Pleasing To You
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    Musica...haha

    I have found that translating music to English is easy, but  from English to Swedish...NIX...doesn't work...it's too hard!
    haha anyways, this is meaning that I have been translating worship music for my the worship band. It really is not easy, you have a one syllable word that uses 3 in Swedish. The word love and heart are used everywhere, and the Swedish equivalent has 2 syllables.................ahhhhhhhhhh!

    sometimes it works perfectly, but man it is just not easy to find.

    Also, I write in English...songs, poems...poems that can be sung etc. etc. etc. So that makes it harder. Because what i really want to say in English never really works...I'm sorry, but having a very picturesque wording doesn't translate PRETTY into Swedish either. urgh...basically i am going on and on about how bad i am at translating...and I'm sorrrrrry for blasting it here, but hey...i have laid off from being on xanga for so long that i can do this and not many will read it! hehe

    anyways...i just want to say that and be done with it....soon enough I will add my work "issues" on here. That will be fun, i mean come on, is a 45+ lady going to ever read this? I THINK NOT! She doesn't even know what myspace or facebook are! Anywhooooo... time for bed!
    Until next time,

    You are special and so am I, but you are lucky cause you don't have to ride a unicycle to work every day!